I feelt the bass notes flow from the sub and into the air and into my body cause endorphins to flow from my brain to my body. The notes flow from the speakers as if there was a wizard inside them throwing notes at my body in such an artsy pattern as if he was a painter and the notes were the paint and my body was the canvas. I get up from my seat as a feel the grove taking control of my body causing me to dance. The beat slows down so I slow down with it and down and down it goes and then a new song starts and restarts my heart and bust right back into the new beat

its kinda old proly like a month idk what inspired it but its epic


I stand of my rock of doom
looking down among elephants
cavemen with sticks
all pound on the ground cheering
cheering for the rain to pour down
i sit waiting in waiting for
a challenge worthy of
worthy of what
worthy of i dont know
yet but yet is to hard
to hard to comprehend
but to comprehend is to
give in to them
them are the ones who
rule with big clubs and guns
shiny rulers give them power
i disobey against all
all of what is possible
but what is possible when
im traped inside this cage of
powerless like super man
with cryptonite and
a black man with aids
it just seems logical
but yet fuck you

LA AL LA 2


If i was to kill
I would kill all
there is to kill
untill the kill
comes back to
BACK TO
ME
untill i can
see all there is
to see and
i see the end
it is close
but so far away
how will we tell
how will we tell
HIM
about what
happend on that
cold saturday
night the day
they killed the
CAT
the cat
the cat that
was owned
and run by
the milk man
but how can
he be seen
if he is dead
and a rainbow
is fluttering
over your head
you must be
DEAD

I pulled my face a few inches from lynzys and looked lovingly at her. I love you I whispered and kissed her on the tip of her nose, her eyelids, her cheeks, then then her soft lips, her chin, her neck, her ears then i nuzzled my face i her hair and caressed her back with my hands and breathed her name in her ear, Lynzy I love you, and she gently moved with the flow and felt my words and kisses and feelings flow through her easing away all her problems, her doubts, her fears, her anxieties and she felt warm and alive and vital. She felt loved. She felt necessary. I felt real and substantial. I could feel all the loose pieces starting to fall into place. I felt on the verge of something momentous. We felt whole. We felt untied. Though we were on my bed we felt a part of of the vastness of the sky and the stars and the moon. We were somehow on the crest of a hill with a gentle breeze blowing through Lynzys hair. We were walking through a sunlit woods and flower studded field feeling the freedom of the birds as they flew through the air chriping and singing and the night was comforting warm as the soft filtered light continued to push the darkness into the shadows as we held held each other and kissed and pushed each others darkness into the corner, believing in each others light, each others dream.

Lately I feel as if I have been taking my girlfriend for granted. And that is just not right at all in any sense. I realize that I have been doing it now because she brought it to my attention. And I am truly sorry that I ever did it. I don't have any excuses that can make up for the fact that I have done it. I love her so much she is absolutely my everything. And I took the fact that she has ever ending love for me for granted. And I know what we have is special because so many people are like you are so lucky to have a girlfriend that loves you so much and will follow you through hell and back just to show you how much she loves you. I know that and I have known that for almost 8 months now. And I love her just as much if not more. I feel like such dick that is because I was one. Shes the last person that deserves that. She is nice and caring and nothing but to everyone especially me. I truly think she is the most amazing girl in the world. And it still amazes me that she has stuck by me for almost 8 months now and has never felt anything less then deeply in love with me. I really don't deserve that at all. I know a bunch of guys that deserve that but me no not at all. I have always wondered what I did to deserve this and I really haven't done anything all that great to deserve this at all. But yet she has always been there for me these past 8 months. I thank her so much for it. It has been so amazing and great I have never felt so loved in my life. I took that for granted and that is the worst thing I could of ever done. All I want to do now is try to make everything better. I also want to change so I no longer am a dick to her sometimes. That is my ultimate goal. I know I can do it. I just love her so unbelievably much. I really don't know how to put it into words. Its a wordless emotion. It truly is. All I want to do now is try to make everything better somehow. I would rip off both of my arms to make her smile I truly would.

Tonight was a night I will forever cherish. There are no words to describe it. Most of the night we spent quiet neither of us said much but it was full of emotions such as love, warmth, caring,understanding and most of all magic. It was a revelation to me that what we have is not just love we also have that magic spark flowing threw our veins. I have no doubt in my mind that we were ment for eachother and only fate brought us together. Its true spread the word I love Lynzy Coulter with my every thing.